Most people want to be different and stand out but you want to fit in. You want to be like everyone else. You want to visually see things like us but you see things differently. I am not able to physically see what you are seeing. I can only imagine. You want to speak like everyone else and not have to hear others say, "What was that? Can you say that again?" or be dismissed because they can't understand your words. I know you are distracted by smells and sounds that not everyone else can smell or hear. Your sensory feedback is debilitating at times. I get that when there is too much going on you need to be 'buried' under your stuffed animals in order to feel normal again. It took me a while but I'm getting it.
You are frustrated because things aren't easy. I am frustrated because I feel like others don't want to listen and fix things for you. Mommy has left messages and sent e-mails to people who can change things and make it better for you....they just aren't getting back as quickly as we'd like.